Friday, July 11, 2008

Lost In Feelings

I sometimes feel i have no heart at all
I could give two fucks about a bitch's feelings or thoughts
Cause on the real, all i got for bitches is dick and disrespect
Theres no such thing as wifeys

But then again i miss having someone there due to the fact
thats i've been alone since out the womb.
I had a partner there and i wasn't alone anymore
And sometimes i would kill to have that again [not with her.]

But this lonesome is my strength.
And its all that i got,and i think its enough.

Then again when a girl likes me i drift apart
Because i just cant have these close intentions or relationships
And i refuse to know me or understand me
I/m also not just use to it
I don't know how to act around a girl as a boyfriend
its so new to me. >_<

But fuck it.Fuck bitches.
And i say bitches because
I haven't reached an age where women got the mental capacity to be with a man for the long haul
Women change their mind faster than a dude can blink ,
and they never know what they want , not in high school , not even in early college.

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