Wednesday, February 25, 2009

porteguese love

você é minha lua, você é minha rainha, eu te amo para sempre mais.


[your are my moon,you are my queen,i love you for ever more]

gf spot on myspace

Summer main squeeze.Nick And Norah's Infinite Playlist.Halloween wife.x555eterno.Starbucks Dates.Starbucks confrontations.Park by the river and bridge late nights.5th floor.Wendy's dates.Napkin saver.Receipts collector.Galleries on 23rd st.Artistic goddess.PS.1.Double dates with friends.Stinky puerqita.rainha.Great person.Letter trough mail sender.Drags to salons.Always wants to pay.Late night talks till we knock out.BX 36.Never ceases to amaze me.Makes me want to be better.Always on my mind from the moment i go to sleep to when i wake up.Trust.Honesty.Communication.Respect & Loyalty.My present.My future.My beautiful inside and out amazing outstanding wonderful great girlfriend.My significant other.

Knights tale poem

I have seen sunsets and sunrises

But nothing of your beautiful face

I miss you like the sun misses the flower


Like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter

old about me

Its safe to say that I still spend most of my life time alone,I'm ALWAYS lonely.Why? I have no idea,it sure as hell isn't my choice.That's probably because why when i meet new people I get extremely excited and I start talking a lot,that's because I'm always alone,and I mean always,and if I get too excited i wont talk.This lonesomeness does get me,badly.I don't really have any close friends,no way near having many bestfriends,probably the reason for that is because they weren't there from the start.I'm soon finishing with high school and I still don't know what i want to do with my life and it scares me.Actually I do know what i want to do,and that's live life free,live life different from your average joe,live life like most haven't.I've been through a lot of pain in my life,major reason for my horrible nerves so I've been told.I want to help people,people who others have turned their back on them,and left them in the cold.I love helping people so much that if someone comes to me i would seriously put my issues aside and on hold just to help that person and i give it my all to help them.I don't know whats my purpose in life,and i stop questioning that cause i figured,why spend your life trying to figure that out? Life wont be exciting anymore if you really found out your purpose.Day by day I do question my self about other things such as why have I lived such a past? why am I so scared for things that make me feel good? I still feel like I'm looking at life through broken windows.I love doing photography but I feel like i hold my self back,I'm waiting for the day I go out and go all out taking pics not giving a fuck.Music is therapy for me.I want to live life without stupid stress and issues just like everyone else who's afraid to live a different way.I'm starting to live a life where my heart lightens up my dark depressing body and soul.I want to fly away,somewhere else where no one has been.